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The Infinite Cascade
02:55
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Fairy Wings
08:31
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nothing sparks any interest. my body is weak. my spirit to follow.
ever growing crushing awareness of the space that lies above your head and its rays that beat upon you and the clouds that paint canvases across a cruel sky looming ever closer.
it's all real and i've got to get out of here.
gray specters swirling and boring their holes through my memory. my cognition fails with it. i can't trust. i can't love. only find comfort in avoidance.
alone.
fairy wings will grow from my shoulder blades, set ablaze with angel fire. watch them slowly but surely move me along.
so hurt me if you want. but will it help you feel better? will it help you heal?
what do you want from me?
whatever it is, i can't give it to you, and i don't want to in the first place.
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Anhedonia
04:22
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melt left to my own devices. i wait for a void to be filled.
i can't help what's killing me. i can't get this curse out of my life.
names that i'll forget. people i'll never see again.
experiences i'll never repeat
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Stalagmites
07:50
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death by my own hands is such a tedious and elaborate ordeal to orchestrate. so many letters and business to finish, for the death of my name scares me more than the death of my body.
stalagmites dangle over a castle in the distance over magenta seas. what lies in their water? i wonder.
awake, waiting for a life to call my own. scrambling.
and i want it more than anything.
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